[SEUR] Je suis dans la MERDE sur JvArchive forum 18-25

13 avril 2020 à 00:12:35

Pour vous mettre dans le contexte, je souhaite entrer dans une prestigieuse école l'année prochaine, et je devais terminer mon dossier demain (dimanche)

Enfin c'est ce que je pensais, je croyais qu'on était Samedi

Sauf que là je viens de me rendre compte que c'est Pâques aujourd'hui, Pâques un Samedi ça m'a paru étrange et là je commence à tilter

Il me restait LITTÉRALEMENT 3/4 d'heures pour compléter mon dossier en envoyer ma lettre de motivation

Voici ma lettre

:d) " The two works below are taken from a series by Hippolyte Hentgen called “Les impassibles”.
They are made with gouache on printed paper. Choose one of these pictures and create
a narrative in English based on its different elements.
I choosed the first one.
Depression. Yes, this is the name of the monster who crushes you for the interior. This
monster stops you for everyone you pretend make.
For example send a test for your dream’s school at 11.50PM the last day hearing the
Soviet National Anthem louder and louder when you have initially have two fucking
months for do that.
I have no idea what I’m supposed to do in this test but I assume this represents only
five percent of the final note, I’m fine whit this.
The first image remembers my long days in my bed doing nothing, like i have a
hundred years old and I’m a sick person.
And yes, technically I’m sick but in my head, in my vicious brain. I have this monster in
me who tells me to do nothing and crie things like you’re a big piece of shit.
It’s amusing. The second one reminds me my not really amusing days in the isolation
of the psychiatrical hospital, lonely and depressed. Lonely with my demons.
But already I’m fine, I’m writing those sentences at 11.28PM the 12 of april listening
this shitty anthem in a desespérate tentative to have a complete dossier. And I’m fine
with this, it’s okay.
I think that probably could change nothing but, I try my best. Always.
The first one really reminds me it’s scaring and embarrassing .
I don’t have enough inspiration to write four hundred words, so sorry man.
Thank you for Reading this thing, you are a very valourous person man. "